miss independent wanna be..
November 5, 2009
not really in a good mood today. it had been quite a few times i skipped squash training and i seriously feel guilt for not going there anymore. planned to go at first, being due to some unforseen reasons, i guess i wont be goingtonight again. really emo cos my mum warned me not to go out alone by myself, which i did it once and it's freaking scary to pass through the fcm before i reached the squash court.

u can guess it correctly as most campus have got such rumours. zzz

really miss ahya becos we always go to do things together, walked to library at night together, played squash together and attended class together. things won't be changed if i remain at malacca campus.
:(


ya and me. 

she is the one i treasure the most during my foundation year for 1 year. shared alot of things with her and im really glad to have such a nice friend appears in my life. thank you my dear for making my life so wonderful. :)

and what im trying to say now is ..... i think im too rely on the others.
last time was ah ya...
and now it is my bf...

:'(

things get strange when he cant help me or either accompany me to do something , i feel helpless and vulnerable. trying to hide the feeling that he cant accompany me to play squash tonight but failed , thou the reason he gave is  reasonable. :(

and now it's time for me to grow up, become a big girl and an independent one. :)

give me some time, and i will make u proud of me... :)



posted by m a y ♥ at 3:19 AM | 6 comments
picture.
October 18, 2009







one of my favourite.





today, i don't feel ok. everything is in the mess, especially my relationship.
i don't want to lose anything that i treasure in my life. :(
im sorry, really sorry. 

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posted by m a y ♥ at 10:28 AM | 0 comments
holidays at kb
October 14, 2009
came back to kb for several days dy and i start to feel bored staying at home. i spent my days by watching drama from days to night, somemore thanks to the extremely fast internet connection i have had here, i dont feel like online much, is like, msn or facebook is not my matter anymore. :(

thus, i opened my pictures file i've had in  my lappie. looked at all old pictures i took n years ago, reminiscing the past, everything are just so wonderful.sigh.. anyways, school anniversary dinner will be next friday, im still hesitating whether should i attend or not, since jun and ling are not going, and fong will be going with her bf. *don't want to be lightbulb la. T__T sigh.


well, taken at year 2007. -.-

sigh. i am out of idea right now and sometimes i just feel like closing this account. sigh again. :(  bye peeps!



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posted by m a y ♥ at 9:43 AM | 2 comments
speechless!
September 25, 2009
happened to watch this video in youtube just now. frankly, the kids nowadays are getting rude, and those in the video should be sent to police immediately...



watch it then.

x.x
posted by m a y ♥ at 10:48 AM | 1 comments
September 23, 2009

ohaiyo!
have been busy preparing for final for these few weeks, so i will not update my blog until my final is over. :)
hehe..


wish me good luck for final then. :p

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posted by m a y ♥ at 10:45 PM | 5 comments
Hoi Tong steamboat,sri kembangan
September 5, 2009
since we had been craving for steamboat bbq for so long, hence, we decided to go to have steamboat bbq at sk yesterday.

it's a quite busy road and we nearly lost on the way going there. advise: it's better to get someone who can drive well to drive there. :)


seafood and shells.


balls. :S





got to queue for ice cream.




basically, there are some variety of food which i didnt capture it. *i was busy eating. :p
overall, the food there is quite nice and bf and me really eat alot. next station would be shabu shabu at puchong i guess. ;D

posted by m a y ♥ at 10:43 AM | 11 comments
H's bday
September 3, 2009
sorry for keeping this blog dead for a long time. :p

anyways, last week was his birthday , thus we decided to go to 1utama to hunt for good food. Since he is so fond of japanese food, we went to shogun to have a buffet lunch. :)



cake from housemate.

housemate with friends.


his love. :)





Even though this isnt a blast birthday celebration of yours, i still hope u do enjoy the night. :)
♥ from the bottom of my heart
posted by m a y ♥ at 9:02 AM | 4 comments