delighted moment ♥

when things get harder and harder, people often feel depressed easily. and now, this is how i feel.

seriously shit, i don't know is that a good or bad things for me. had been carried on with a lot of burden recently. first things happened was when i signed the tenancy agreement for the whole unit in cyberia. At first, i thought nothing would happen between us as all of us know each other very well. Then, nightmare happened.

At first, there was 1 guy approached me and asking me whether i wanna buy the car sticker or not. I did confirm with my friends and two of them will bring their car here. without hesitation, i deal with the guy. anyways, there was only one guy who brings his car here, which mean i had another car pass extra. i was really mad at the 1st place, because i paid for the buyer.

second thing, after 1 day staying here. One of the girl told me that she was going back to malacca again. so, my house will be left emptied by 1 person, which mean, i might have to cover the rental for the person because i am the one who signed. tsk, even though she did promise me at the 1st hand that she would pay me on the consequence months if she didnt get any replacement, but lies are always beautiful. u know the ending.

next, im feel really stress in beta. seriously, life is not a bed of roses. i feel like cuddling inside the blanket and cry loudly but i cant. i don't want to disappoint anyone who put their hopes on me.
seriously shit. i hope to fulfil their hope but sometimes i feel like forcing myself. engineering is not really not my piece of cake. i do wonder, am i capable to be a good engineer in the future? i doubt my own ability. :(





for people who read until the last line, a lot of thank you because u're wasting your precious time reading this piece of bullshit.


that's the end of bullshitting.

1 movie in 1 min. awesome. :)