miss independent wanna be..
November 5, 2009
not really in a good mood today. it had been quite a few times i skipped squash training and i seriously feel guilt for not going there anymore. planned to go at first, being due to some unforseen reasons, i guess i wont be goingtonight again. really emo cos my mum warned me not to go out alone by myself, which i did it once and it's freaking scary to pass through the fcm before i reached the squash court.

u can guess it correctly as most campus have got such rumours. zzz

really miss ahya becos we always go to do things together, walked to library at night together, played squash together and attended class together. things won't be changed if i remain at malacca campus.
:(


ya and me. 

she is the one i treasure the most during my foundation year for 1 year. shared alot of things with her and im really glad to have such a nice friend appears in my life. thank you my dear for making my life so wonderful. :)

and what im trying to say now is ..... i think im too rely on the others.
last time was ah ya...
and now it is my bf...

:'(

things get strange when he cant help me or either accompany me to do something , i feel helpless and vulnerable. trying to hide the feeling that he cant accompany me to play squash tonight but failed , thou the reason he gave is  reasonable. :(

and now it's time for me to grow up, become a big girl and an independent one. :)

give me some time, and i will make u proud of me... :)



posted by m a y ♥ at 3:19 AM | 7 comments